welcome...

gracias.

2006-06-26T10:03:03Z

Yes.
Thanks for starting more drama in my life.
It's really just what I wanted right now.
You of all people...
...I'm hurt.

sky high.

2005-08-15T20:53:57Z

i'm leaving in 20 mins and then i'm off to the airport to... SEATTLE! woo hoo! and then we're off to canadia tonight! yes! i'll be back to work on thursday night. what a nice break.

lucky_bear83 @ 2005-03-11T14:36:00

2005-03-11T22:37:13Z

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

Dance the night away by karchan85
Name
What you Look like
The Music	Holiday

Quiz created with MemeGen!

sexy party anyone?

random

2005-02-20T18:44:32Z

some random stuff that has been bothering me lately:
Why is it people think that they can treat others like crap and then get all the respect in the world back? Like we're just gonna run to you and kiss your feet the second you need something. I don't think so. You can't just sit back and be horribly mean to others around you and then get exactly what you want in return. The world doesn't work like that, so maybe you should try being nice and we'll be nice in return. Secondly, the people you have been treating us like crap for are DEFINITELY not worth the time you invest in them. It's obvious, and you are totally oblivious to this because you think this person is numero uno and all you are is sad all the while. THAT is not someone who you want to hang around with and if you can't see that, then tough. Sucks for you, I guess you gotta learn since you won't listen to anyone else.

The other thing that has been totally bothering me (that is completely random!) is slutty girls. Girls are supposed to be "sugar and spice and everything nice," right? Wrong. Girls can be mean from time to time, as well as perverted, emotional, dramatic, sweet, so on and so forth. But I DO NOT understand girls who have to ramble on about how horny they are. Let alone post on web pages i'll leave nameless about how they're going to go pick out new sex toys since they're super horny and want to bone every boy in sight because they are so sexually frustrated. Girls also should not talk about how they love getting drunk and making out with people. This kind of thing DISGUSTS me. Maybe it's not just me, who knows. Kathleen knows exactly what i'm talking about because this "slutty girl" i am referring to groped her at the grocery store. lol. It was kinda funny. It also bothers me when girls try to flirt with other people's boyfriends right in front of them. Come on. He's obviously with someone so back off already. You're only making a pathetic attempt we're both going to laugh about after you walk away. Just the thought of you makes me sick and I can't stand seeing you.

Snow that I got all of this out how's everyone doing? Mark and I are wonderful. I like having a class with him. School is... school i guess. Statistics is so boring, this class needs to pick up or i'm gonna fall asleep every day. Anatomy is.. full of info.. quite overwhelming. I can't believe I have to take Political Science. Adam-- will you do my homework for me? lol This class blows. And I have a full day of homework today. Oh joy. I neeeeed to go see Tawny. I miss her like crazy, and I know she can't live much longer w/o me. =) 46 days til New York!

School = Sucky

2005-02-15T16:49:06Z

im at school waiting for mark to get out of class so we can go to our class together. stat is gonna be so boring. the teacher looks like a old fat nerd with his balding hair that he combs over. lol good thing laura is in that class! eng will be fun. RAISE YOUR VOICE COMES OUT TODAY! anatomy 2b is gonna be a killer! i dont feel good....

wow.

2005-02-12T23:35:28Z

little boys are so stupid and lame.
grow up already
Vday is in 2 days. I'm excited. NY dates are set -- woo hoo!

P.S. I hope everyone enjoyed the pics! <3

hoo-rah!

2005-02-01T20:21:29Z

NEW YORK HERE WE COME!
see you and the phantom in april
Flippin' Sweet!

ugggggggh (edited version)

2005-01-31T00:16:34Z

YOU BOTHER ME
(updated and edited)
you're stupid. you're immature. i don't care how much money your new job makes. i don't care that "nothing can get inbetween you and your bf." stop being so lame. he's talked more trash on you than most people i know. you're naive. you're annoying. you BOTHER me. i hate it when all you do is boast about how good things are going for you. I DON'T CARE. i know this makes me sound like a complete jerk, but im really tired of hearing it. and when everytime you get up the nerve to talk to me all you say is "so why are you so mad at me?" I'M NOT MAD. i tell you that EVERY SINGLE TIME. do you not listen to me when you talk? obviously not. just cause i dont talk to anyone often doesn't mean im mad. i hardly talk to anyone. my family, my bf, and school are more important to me than listening to you whine and bitch that you think im mad at you. GET over yourself. i'm done talking about you. (ugh and im gonna post more and edit this when things come to me cause im annoyed as hell right now!) UPDATED 1/31: So attemping to talk to your stupid immature face on the phone last night was a complete waste of my time. you ask me questions, on my opinion on what happened, and then you say im wrong. um hello, if you wanna hear what i have to say, then freakin listen to me dont tell me what you want to hear. you are so bull headed! and calling me a liar when i know im not.. AND telling me to get over myself? OH HELL NO. it's on. ugh you're just lucky i didn't update this last night or there would have been an extra 6 lines added to this. ive decided i have my fathers attitude and argument skills.

Other than that, school is going well. mark and i are doing great. tuesday will be 10 months. how sweet. we are so in love. spring semester start feb 14th. i wonder what im gonna be doing that day since i got it off. ive gone to the gym 3 out of the last 5 days. im so proud of myself but i ~~dislike~~ hate sweating. its so gross oh yeah, and all the family (dad and the lil girls) went to SB on saturday and i was bummed cause i really wanted to go. boooo for work. oh well. oh yeah, and i still neew a new job. someone find me the hookups. thanks. GL to kris in her midterms, and GL to t-bird on her 1st day of her new job.

think of me

2005-01-08T22:43:06Z

dad jen and i went and saw phantom of the opera last night. omg, so good. totally worth sitting there for 2.25 hours. i wanna go see the play again! im such a sucker for it.. i cant stop listening to the soundtrack lol. benihanas tonight wif my honey. yum <3

"Say you need me with you here, beside you... anywhere you go, let me go too"

update.

2005-01-07T07:39:07Z

so i started my math class for the winter quarter. ugh, who knows how it'll go. [so far so good cause its all review from the class i just finished. good thing i saved those notes!] all i know is i have to pass! i love the rain. i hate earthquakes that wake me up early! grrr! i love my markie. we hung out all afternoon/night. i made dinner. we watched countless simpsons episodes and i got tickled to death lol. oh well. cant wait for benihana on sat! ooh and i think were going to disneyland again next week! :D

ooh! shannon got jacked!

2004-12-08T21:36:37Z

01.)Name:: Heather
02.) Middle Name:: Danelle
03.) DOB:: 10 oct 1983
04.) Age:: 21!
05.) Location:: riverside
06.) Eye Color:: brown
07.) Hair Color:: uhm.. kinda blondish
08.) Hair Length:: huh.
09.) Height:: 5'9
10.) Shoe Size:: 9.5/10
11.) Glasses or Contacts:: i get em both.
12.) Braces:: yup. used to.
13.) Single or Taken:: taken <3
14.) Bad Habits:: whining.
15.) Fears:: hmm.. needles.
16.) Screen Name:: volcomvamp07
::_**_:: School ::_**_::
17.) Where Do You Go to School:: Riverside College of Champs
18.) Whats Your School Mascot:: tigers i think. maybe ligers.
19.) Whats Your School Colors:: brlack and orange?
20.) Whats Your Favorite Subject:: anatomy even though it's uber hard.
21.) Whos Your Favorite Teacher:: ms kollitz definatly.
22.) What Do They Teach:: english
23.) Who Sits Next to You In Math Class:: some mex boy sits 2 seats away
::_**_:: Love Life ::_**_::
24.) Do You Have a Boyfriend/ Girlfriend:: that i do. <3
25.) If So, Whats There Name:: Markie <3 <3
26.) If So, How Long Have You Been Together:: 8 months, 7 days <3
27.) Do You Have a Crush:: Yep. Mark.
28.) Do They Know:: Der. I tell him every 10 mins.
29.) Have You Ever Broken Someones Heart:: If so, I don't know about it. =/
30.) Have You Ever Had Your Heart Broken:: that i have.
::_**_:: Favorites ::_**_::
31.) Animal:: pandas!
32.) Color:: pink and black
33.) Person:: Mark
34.) Subject:: again, anatomy.
35.) Season:: winter!
36.) Holiday:: umm.. 4th of july. i like fireworks.
37.) Hobby:: Mark, and TV
38.) Sport:: baseball, h2o polo
39.) Feeling:: being loved.
40.) Saying:: ugh! idiot!
41.) Word:: peanuts.
42.) Month:: April.
43.) Clothing:: hoodies.
44.) Jewelry:: puka shells.
45.) Food:: chinese. mmm wontons!
46.) Snack:: gushers.
::_**_:: Friends ::_**_::
47.) Best:: Mark
48.) Daringest:: Tawny
49.) Funniest:: Shannon and Sean
50.) Tallest:: Beeks
51.) Shortest:: Kat's friend Kimmeh.
52.) Loudest:: Definatly Shannon
53) LARPingest:: huh?
53.) Shyest:: Kaleen
54.) Smartest:: Mark and Chantel
55) Wittiest:: Sean
55.) Blondest:: Kim again
56.) Craziest:: Shannon
57.) Nicest:: Scott and Markie
58.) Sweetest:: Kathleen when she wants to be.
59.) Weirdest:: Shannon again
60.) Flirtest:: Tawny
::_**_:: Have You Ever ::_**_::
61.) Had a Wish Come True:: Si.
62.) Had a Dream Come True:: isnt that the same?
63.) Broken a Body Part:: they broke my palett when i had braces. that count?
64.) Fallin’ in Love:: in it now <3
65.) Done Something You Regret:: everyone has.
66.) Tripped and Fell in Public:: unfortunatly.
67.) Sang in Public:: Who hasn't?
68.) Cryed in Public:: possibly.
69.) Kissed Someone Besides Family:: Everytime i see him! <3
70.) Been in a Car Crash:: like 455494.. actually like 3
::_**_:: The Last ::_**_::
71.) Thing You Did Before Getting on the Computer:: Ate left over pizza and took meds.
72.) Person You Yelled at:: Kathleen. sorry!
73.) Person You Hugged:: markie last night.
74.) Person You IMed:: jeff and meg.
75.) Time You Cleaned Your Room:: who knows.
76.) Song You were Listening to:: dare you to move -switchfoot
77.) TV Show You Watched:: married w/ childres
78.) Movie You Watched:: dodgeball. w00t!
79.) Time You went to the Movies:: over the weekend. mm finding neverland!
80.) Time You Cryed:: that movie was sad, ok!
81.) You Took a Shower:: 14 hours ago!
::_**_:: This OR That ::_**_::
82.) Coke OR Pepsi:: cokie with cherry.
83.) Tall OR Short:: my height.
84.) Flowers OR Candy:: flowers. cause theyre pretty.
85.) Math OR English:: def. english. math=satan
86.) Blink 182 OR Sugarcult:: sugarcult <3
87.) Mickey OR Minnie:: mickey i guess.
88.) Middle School OR High School:: high school most definetly.
89.) Boyfriend OR Girlfriend:: der. bf.
90.) Single OR Taken:: markie <3
::_**_:: Word Association ::_**_::
91.) bead:: huh?
92.) bed:: warm
93.) sexy:: mark
94.) phone:: cell.
95.) tough:: math
96.) neato:: burrito.
97.) leather:: cow.
98.) weird:: my sisters.
99.) so:: shut up.
100.) easy:: mac
101.) test:: ick.
102.) nerd:: napoleon dynamite
103.) falling:: ouch.
104.) air:: helium
105.) hot:: refer to question 93.
::_**_:: Random ::_**_::
106.) do u sleep with a stuff animal:: my carebear and pogo.
107.) do u like snowballs:: deeeeeer.
108.) are u in school:: just got out.
109.) do u like to swim:: love it!
110.) are u funny:: but of course!
111.) what do u think of water:: it tastes good.
112.) are u a blonde at heart:: i would have to concur.
113.) have u ever been to maryland:: nah.
114.) have u seen “chasing liberty”:: yup.
115.) are u happy this survey is over:: extremely!

wonderful

2004-12-05T08:13:36Z

"The Greatest Story Ever Told" by Oliver James

Thank you for this moment, I've gotta say how beautiful you are
Of all the hopes and dreams i could have prayed for... Here you are
If I could have one dance forever, I would take you by the hand
Tonight it’s you and I together, I'm so glad I'm your man

And if i lived a thousand years you know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day, but if destiny decided I should've looked the other way
Then the world would never know,The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you tonight

I don’t hear the music when I’m looking in your eyes, But I feel the rythm of your body close to mine
It’s the way we touch that sends me, It’s the way we’ll always be
Your kiss your pretty smile you know I'd die for, Oh baby you're all I need

And if i lived a thousand years you know, I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day, But if destiny decided I should've looked the other way
Then the world would never know, The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you tonight...tonight

And if i lived a thousand years you, know I never could explain
The way I lost my heart to you that day, But if destiny decided I should've looked the other way
Then the world would never know, The greatest story ever told
And did I tell you that I love you just how much I really need you
Did I tell you that I love you tonight

this is the greatest song ever! i wish someone would sing it to me. i think i would instantaniously melt.

dfhnrgklh

2004-11-21T09:40:09Z

Christmas couldn't have come at a worse time this year. With already no money as it is, not enough hours at my stupid job, and no other source of income. I eventually broke down in tears tonight, and Mark has to witness it. I felt so pathetic. NOBODY will hire me. I swear i've tried everywhere in Riverside. I have no money as of yesterday, and I don't get paid for another 3 days. When I get paid, i'll barely have enough to pay for my car and my cell phone. So my credit card bill might go unnoticed this month as much as i DONT want to do that. I hate asking my parents for money... and to top it all off, I gotta get Kathleen and Shannon bday presents, plus I have 7 people to buy gifts for this year. And with all the other STUPID drama going on... i can't take it today. I'm miserable. I neeeeed Tawny! =(

wtf is with the weather? i didn't know we were expecting rain and this wind is crazy! sounds like a hurricane outside!

wOw

2004-11-19T06:23:25Z

volcomvamp07: i havent eaten freaking anything today im freaking starving
PsychoLove2u: awww
PsychoLove2u: i ate a baby. so its ok
volcomvamp07: youre full then
PsychoLove2u: yessiree

So good! =)

uuuuugh

2004-11-15T15:59:11Z

so im at school right now and i feel horrible. no joke i feel like im gonna die and it's not even 8am yet. i still have 2 more classes to sit through, plus i got a butt load of math and english to work on between classes and i gotta go to sean's house after school to say goodbye =( why does he have to move? to arkansas of all places! why couldnt he just move to like... redlands? ewww. today is gonna be a bad day i can feel it now. off to the math lab.

i had a GREAT weekend. i got to see my markie baby all weekend. it was wonderful. i love him so much!

hooray

2004-11-06T05:21:33Z

i saw tawny last night. we hung out with lacey and bubba. omg i have never laughed so hard in my whole freakin life. i love that girl so much. we always have so much fun together. i had such a good time, i really needed it =) we got our universal pics developed. wooo! you know who got dissed tonight for mark and i. (were going to see the incredibles tonight with scott and nicole) that makes me really happy. ugh i cant stand him anymore, why does he even bother? i dont understand people. ahh! i want to see tawny again!! and we need to go up to SB to see kris and adam sooooon!

lucky_bear83 @ 2004-10-27T16:02:00

2004-10-27T23:05:06Z

Vegas was fun. Thanks to everyone for the bday wishes. School is becoming a pain in the rear. Haven't been all that happy lately, but i'll live i guess. i heart my markie.

p.s. people are assholes. you know who you are. ugh.

lucky_bear83 @ 2004-10-09T03:38:00

2004-10-09T10:42:29Z

You know you got the best boyfriend in the world when he sits through Hilary Duff movies, and doesn't complain. <3

1 more week til bday in Vegas!

It's like a fairytale. He's my prince charming. I couldn't imagine life without him.

write it down..

2004-09-30T06:15:40Z

The last dew days are kind of fuzzy. I haven't really done much but homework. I got a 73 on my anatomy lab test =| I dont know how i did on the lecture test or the poli sci test, but i got an 93 on my math test! woo! =) I'm not going to english tomorrow either. I'm so tired from this whole week, so i just turned in all my papers today.

So people who allegedly call themselves my "friends" haven't really been acting like friends. People just seem to talk more and more trash on each other day after day. I feel like i'm losing more and more friends everyday. it's really sad. This drama is retarded, and it's been going on for about 2 months now. We aren't in high school anymore people! So talk your sh*t about me and everyone else behind their back, whatever. I just know that i'm far more mature than you ever will be. Another thing that has been bothering me.. why is it someone can try and try to get someone (or a group of people) to hang out, but the person doing the inviting always gets blown off. Why doesn't this person get the same courtesy back? That's just rude. Blah!

Blah.

2004-09-26T22:22:42Z

I'm so freakin tired. I went to bed before midnight and didnt get up til almost 8, but im still just like... dragging. If I nap, i'll never sleep tonight. I missed Mark's softball game today. That made me really sad. I wanted to go, but Mark told me just to go home and study. I was just going to show up and surprise him, but I didn't think it would be appreciated how I would want it to. Instead I laid in bed, ate and watched Starsky and Hutch. I feel so... blah. I'm happy, but i'm not. I don't really know how to begin explaining. Hopefully it's just a phase and i'll get over it.
Tonight is the last Angel's home game. Mark, his friend Matt and I are going with my dads tickets. We couldn't find a 4th person to go. Oh well. Sorry Adam.. you would have been #1 if you were still here in the IE =) Gotta go get ready. Hopefully I get out of this funk.

Which school should I transfer to? SDSU or CSUF? I'm torn between the two =\

..wOw..

2004-09-23T16:11:56Z

I found out at 6 this morning Kerri's bf died earlier this week. He was killed in an explosion in Iraq. I don't even know what to think. I feel so bad for her. Poor Ben. He was supposed to come home in 2 weeks! They had so much going for them. I mean, they were planning on getting married, having kids.. the whole sha-bang. I don't know what to say to her, or how to begin expressing my feelings to her. Why did this happen to her? She's like the nicest person in the whole world. She didn't deserve this. Blah. And they're still sending people out there? This stupid war needs to be over already!

I now cherish what I have with my wonderful bf 6843x's more. I don't know what I would do if that happened to me. All I can really think to say is hold onto what you have =)

I have a huge anatomy test in lab today, and another one on Monday in lecture. Plus a political science test monday and a math test weds. I hope I don't blow it. I really need these classes =\

lucky_bear83 @ 2004-09-21T08:28:00

2004-09-21T15:30:36Z

I know that without you
is something that I could never do

Missing Them

2004-09-19T00:16:47Z

I miss my Tawny bird. Alot. I miss Adam and I know i'm gonna miss my sister once she leaves. Hopefully we can all keep in touch, and Tawny and I can go up to SB every other month or so to hang out with them. Kris.. sorry for always arguing with you, hopefully the distance will bring us closer together <3